my stupid mouth. has got me in trouble. i said too much again.
...and i could see he was offended.
..."think before speaking"...
...there's not filter in my head.
...i'm never speaking up again. it only hurts me. i'd rather be a mystery than he desert me.
ugh. my stupid mouth. bad bad mouth.
i'm sorry. if you're reading this, i'm sorry. I didn't mean to. Forgive me?
Although I don't totally take the blame...I'm still sorry. Part of it was my fault & I'm sorry for that. I miss you. I need you. I'm longing to talk to you. It's been 3 days and I miss talking to you. I'm not used to this. I feel so alone. :( I miss you, especially at night, when everyone's sleeping and I'm the only one awake; 'coz you know that's usually how it goes.
When things happen to me, I want you to be there. When I'm excited about something, I want you to be there. When I feel sad, I want you to be there. When I'm having problems, I want you to be there. When I want to hear your voice, I want you to be there. Before I fall asleep, I want you to be there. And after I fall asleep, I want you to be there.
I want you to be there to comfort me, to make me happy, to make me smile, and sometimes even to argue. I want you to be there for me, and I want to be there for you too. I want to do the same things I want you to do for me. You've been so great a friend, bestfriend , and especially a boyfriend. You are the best. That's why i love you.
I still miss you.
I still want you.
I still care for you.
I still love you with all that I am.
...and i could see he was offended.
..."think before speaking"...
...there's not filter in my head.
...i'm never speaking up again. it only hurts me. i'd rather be a mystery than he desert me.
ugh. my stupid mouth. bad bad mouth.
i'm sorry. if you're reading this, i'm sorry. I didn't mean to. Forgive me?
Although I don't totally take the blame...I'm still sorry. Part of it was my fault & I'm sorry for that. I miss you. I need you. I'm longing to talk to you. It's been 3 days and I miss talking to you. I'm not used to this. I feel so alone. :( I miss you, especially at night, when everyone's sleeping and I'm the only one awake; 'coz you know that's usually how it goes.
When things happen to me, I want you to be there. When I'm excited about something, I want you to be there. When I feel sad, I want you to be there. When I'm having problems, I want you to be there. When I want to hear your voice, I want you to be there. Before I fall asleep, I want you to be there. And after I fall asleep, I want you to be there.
I want you to be there to comfort me, to make me happy, to make me smile, and sometimes even to argue. I want you to be there for me, and I want to be there for you too. I want to do the same things I want you to do for me. You've been so great a friend, bestfriend , and especially a boyfriend. You are the best. That's why i love you.
I still miss you.
I still want you.
I still care for you.
I still love you with all that I am.
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