It's f*cking 7:45 in the morning & I wake up breathing hard. What an effin nightmare.
I HATE MY DREAM!
Ok, so here goes...
Ian and I were having lunch together at this place...it looks like an office building. so we're sitting at this table side-by-side, eating our lunches peacefully. we talk while we eat. he's almost done while i'm half-way through. some random girl is talking on the phone about looking for something/a place in the building. It's so random that I even heard her say "oh, I heard there's even a hospital in the Araneta Coliseum!" and I'm like "wtf?!" and we just keep eating. and apparently, we were also looking for something (but this purpose changes really quickly later on). so he says to me, "why don't we both go to the washroom, check if there are any people there, and then let's do it". i'm like, "let's do what?"..."you know, clean the turtles..." "OH, okay." (see! purpose changed). so we're both getting ready to leave. i'm fixing our food and stuff & he's wiping the table. THEN, some random girl sitting near our table by herself is looking at us. or so i thought...so she finishes her food too and she's like[to him] "why don't we go up to the washroom and blah blah blah blah blah..." and he's like "yeah, yeah!" and I'm CONFUSED. in my head, I'm like "wtf is going on?!?" and then she stands up and sits across our table, in front of him. she's flirting. he's flirting back. he introduces himself..."my name's ..." she introduces herself. he offered to shake hands. she takes the offer AND she puts both her palms onto his cheeks & squeezing it like you would squeeze a baby's cheeks. she starts giggling like there's no tomorrow. at this point, i'm already f*cking raging inside. like hello?!?! i'm right here! don't you remember? i'm you're girlfriend...and she's nothing! and THEN she asks him out. "hey we should have dinner one time!" "yeah for sure, what do you want? I'll take you to Japanese!" "yeah, I like Japanese." No, I like Japanese. he takes ME to Japanese, no one else. MAJOR FREAKING OUT NOW. But it's like i'm invisible to them. I want to yell and scream and slap and punch and kick.
And it's 7:45 am, I wake up, and I'm breathing hard, breathing like I just ran a marathon. I'm pissed. stupid dream. stupid, stupid dream.
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!#%$%^&$*^%!!!!!!!!$%@^#&$*
I HATE MY DREAM!
Ok, so here goes...
Ian and I were having lunch together at this place...it looks like an office building. so we're sitting at this table side-by-side, eating our lunches peacefully. we talk while we eat. he's almost done while i'm half-way through. some random girl is talking on the phone about looking for something/a place in the building. It's so random that I even heard her say "oh, I heard there's even a hospital in the Araneta Coliseum!" and I'm like "wtf?!" and we just keep eating. and apparently, we were also looking for something (but this purpose changes really quickly later on). so he says to me, "why don't we both go to the washroom, check if there are any people there, and then let's do it". i'm like, "let's do what?"..."you know, clean the turtles..." "OH, okay." (see! purpose changed). so we're both getting ready to leave. i'm fixing our food and stuff & he's wiping the table. THEN, some random girl sitting near our table by herself is looking at us. or so i thought...so she finishes her food too and she's like[to him] "why don't we go up to the washroom and blah blah blah blah blah..." and he's like "yeah, yeah!" and I'm CONFUSED. in my head, I'm like "wtf is going on?!?" and then she stands up and sits across our table, in front of him. she's flirting. he's flirting back. he introduces himself..."my name's ..." she introduces herself. he offered to shake hands. she takes the offer AND she puts both her palms onto his cheeks & squeezing it like you would squeeze a baby's cheeks. she starts giggling like there's no tomorrow. at this point, i'm already f*cking raging inside. like hello?!?! i'm right here! don't you remember? i'm you're girlfriend...and she's nothing! and THEN she asks him out. "hey we should have dinner one time!" "yeah for sure, what do you want? I'll take you to Japanese!" "yeah, I like Japanese." No, I like Japanese. he takes ME to Japanese, no one else. MAJOR FREAKING OUT NOW. But it's like i'm invisible to them. I want to yell and scream and slap and punch and kick.
And it's 7:45 am, I wake up, and I'm breathing hard, breathing like I just ran a marathon. I'm pissed. stupid dream. stupid, stupid dream.
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!#%$%^&$*^%!!!!!!!!$%@^#&$*
i need some comfort. i need some love right now. :( God, help?
P.S. pardon my French.
oh baby....its just a dream, dont worry, i will never do such things to you. I love you and yea. I will try to accept and learn how to do so. I apologize for my rudeness.I love you! Always =)