Status: on the verge of freaking out/going out of control/going crazy/stuck on a state of confusion
Welcome to my world.
I hate that every time, I blog or write about something, it has to be something like this. I wish everything (in general) is just less trivial. But of course life does not work like that. Sometimes I think that the world hates me. It seems every time I plan on doing something or try to make something happen it just doesn't go my way. Why is that? I would never think that God hates me. I shouldn't right? God loves me; maybe this is just his way of teaching me life's lessons. But still, I can't help to think, WHY?
School schmool. It's always about that. It's always been about that. It always makes me stress out, even though I try so super hard not to. It cannot be helped. In my world, it's inevitable. It just won't leave me alone. I'd like to make things work, make things happen. But life has to give it hard to me. It throws me problems here and there. I should know how to deal with these kind of things, but I don't. Will I ever? mygoodness...
Should I even dare blame it on anyone/anything else? Or should I blame myself? Am I giving myself a hard time? Why would I? I'm not crazy.
Mission #1 : Get into courses I need to get into.
Mission #2: Defer my tuition fee.
Mission #3: Check, check, check. Make sure everything is a-ok.
Mission #4: Stop worrying, relax. Tomorrow will come and everything will be alright.
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
Welcome to my world.
I hate that every time, I blog or write about something, it has to be something like this. I wish everything (in general) is just less trivial. But of course life does not work like that. Sometimes I think that the world hates me. It seems every time I plan on doing something or try to make something happen it just doesn't go my way. Why is that? I would never think that God hates me. I shouldn't right? God loves me; maybe this is just his way of teaching me life's lessons. But still, I can't help to think, WHY?
School schmool. It's always about that. It's always been about that. It always makes me stress out, even though I try so super hard not to. It cannot be helped. In my world, it's inevitable. It just won't leave me alone. I'd like to make things work, make things happen. But life has to give it hard to me. It throws me problems here and there. I should know how to deal with these kind of things, but I don't. Will I ever? mygoodness...
Should I even dare blame it on anyone/anything else? Or should I blame myself? Am I giving myself a hard time? Why would I? I'm not crazy.
Mission #1 : Get into courses I need to get into.
Mission #2: Defer my tuition fee.
Mission #3: Check, check, check. Make sure everything is a-ok.
Mission #4: Stop worrying, relax. Tomorrow will come and everything will be alright.
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
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