So...it's been a month and 2 days since I've last attempted to post an entry. How sad. Well, I realize that instead of posting long entries, maybe I should post smaller, easier to read entries. Takes less time, and I get to have my input more often. :) That way, I get to really see how my life is going so far..if life's been good to me or if life has thrown me into the shark-infested deep waters of the Pacific. (haha!) Right now, I'm feeling kind of in the middle of everything. Not too bad, not too good either. Things, I guess, have been going "alright/okay/fine" with me.Not great, just good. Not horrible/terrible, just kind of..sort of..lame.
Well, as you can tell by the title of this entry, I'm swamped. It's also been almost a month since classes started for me, and already I'm very busy. I'm not doing a very good job either with staying on top of things. I promised myself--& I don't want to disappoint myself. I just need to do it. Do it, do it, do it. Just do it, just as Nike. I feel like I cannot focus. Too many distractions? Maybe. Too much work load? Possibly. Too much to think about? Definitely. It has been proven again, that school has taken over my life. It would be a good thing if I can do really well in school. I wouldn't know as yet since I haven't been evaluated on yet. I'm nervous and excited for myself, which makes me feel anxious. & I hate feeling that. It's the worse feeling in the world, for me. I just don't like it.
By the way, this blog entry may or may not make sense to you. And I'm not quite sure if it will make sense to me once I finish it and read it again, but as I am thinking and feeling, I'm writing. So, I guess this is just my train of thought and my current emotions, filling up the empty spaces on my blog. :)
I love spontaneity. It makes me feel like I can do whatever I want, whenever I want. It's freedom. I'm not rebellious or anything, but spontaneity is good. :) You just can't plan your every step - life doesn't work that way. At least, not for me. Not to say that I don't plan or anything. Mind you, I'm very organized & I do own a planner! :P
Anyway, such random things I'm writing here. So sorry about that. Just don't mind me :) Umm...Yeah, it's just because my brain right now, is kind of...constipated? Haha! See, I'm in the process of writing a business ethics paper for my philosophy class, and I have all my ideas gathered up in my head, but I just can't seem to get them out on paper. H-e-l-p? I've actually started writing; that's good, there's some progress. But the thing is, it's due on the 7th. I don't know why I always leave things 'til the end. I don't like pressure, but it works. Weird, huh. Anyhow, I think need to doze off now. I'm thinking just waking up early tomorrow to finalize this.
Oh, life is good. Life is good. Life is good. Will I be back before Halloween comes...? Maybe :)
Well, as you can tell by the title of this entry, I'm swamped. It's also been almost a month since classes started for me, and already I'm very busy. I'm not doing a very good job either with staying on top of things. I promised myself--& I don't want to disappoint myself. I just need to do it. Do it, do it, do it. Just do it, just as Nike. I feel like I cannot focus. Too many distractions? Maybe. Too much work load? Possibly. Too much to think about? Definitely. It has been proven again, that school has taken over my life. It would be a good thing if I can do really well in school. I wouldn't know as yet since I haven't been evaluated on yet. I'm nervous and excited for myself, which makes me feel anxious. & I hate feeling that. It's the worse feeling in the world, for me. I just don't like it.
By the way, this blog entry may or may not make sense to you. And I'm not quite sure if it will make sense to me once I finish it and read it again, but as I am thinking and feeling, I'm writing. So, I guess this is just my train of thought and my current emotions, filling up the empty spaces on my blog. :)
I love spontaneity. It makes me feel like I can do whatever I want, whenever I want. It's freedom. I'm not rebellious or anything, but spontaneity is good. :) You just can't plan your every step - life doesn't work that way. At least, not for me. Not to say that I don't plan or anything. Mind you, I'm very organized & I do own a planner! :P
Anyway, such random things I'm writing here. So sorry about that. Just don't mind me :) Umm...Yeah, it's just because my brain right now, is kind of...constipated? Haha! See, I'm in the process of writing a business ethics paper for my philosophy class, and I have all my ideas gathered up in my head, but I just can't seem to get them out on paper. H-e-l-p? I've actually started writing; that's good, there's some progress. But the thing is, it's due on the 7th. I don't know why I always leave things 'til the end. I don't like pressure, but it works. Weird, huh. Anyhow, I think need to doze off now. I'm thinking just waking up early tomorrow to finalize this.
Oh, life is good. Life is good. Life is good. Will I be back before Halloween comes...? Maybe :)
Ahhh spontaneity. It's good in moderate amounts - just not too much, it'll be a hodge-podge!
Hope you're doing well, Diandra. :)